Luahkan that 'Lafaz yg Tersimpan'

why did sometimes, eventho we tried, we didnt managed to write anything..? seriously, i've been ngadap this page since last few days, but i dont even manage to write a good title.. *even having idea to write is nikmat kurniaan Allah yg patut disyukuri..

hmm.. yesterday is Mama's bday =) [Happy birthday Mama.. Love you lots..]* thank you Allah for blessing me with wonderful and loving parents.. i still remember, dulu masa kecik2, me n my elder sister used to make a card for our parents.. pastu masa sign, tulis, 'from your sons'.. hehehe... sampai skrg pun, still tergelak bila teringat about that..

mama ^^

Mama is away, 'holidaying' with abah =).. tried to call, but end up sending sms wishing hepi bday n told her I love her. Comparing myself with others.. i'm not a direct type. some people can say what they think directly, but for me, to utter words that convey feelings, and sometimes my thoughts, can be soo hard. thats why i turn to writing; as sometimes it's frustrated not being able to say what u r thinking.

there r times that i know i made my mum sad, or mad at me.. there are times that i know i shud apologize. but tiap kali pun, all the words just linger in my head. thats why terasa sgt when i listen to Unic's 'Lafaz Yang Tersimpan'.. really2 'sukar menyusun bicara n meluahkan sayang'. huhu...

for me, bila dh besar2 ni, i know that i need to do something about it. rather than pendamkan n 'wat bodo' when i know i'd kecikkan ati org, or when i really need to say i care about people, i turn to writing it all down. sending sms, putting notes on table or any place that it's easy to find, sending emails, and sending cards =) it's a good feeling when u know that people knew what exactly you r feeling or thinking, rather than being ambigous and creating misunderstanding.. =)

having a chat with my 'iffah yesterday (eba n iman).. rupa2nya dh lama i didnt ask for their news.. sowiiii!!! u guys are always in my mind, cuma x berkesempatan n duk diam2 n tegur your ym/called. 'iffah is always my anak2 yg chomel =)

there's this hadith that i read somewhere about when you love someone, say it.. so, ape lagi? tell the person that u care about them =)

** uh uh.. i'm having headache due to this petroleum ether that fills the air in the lab - tgh wat fat extraction.