Friends

Friends come and go.. partially, i agree. some are like that.
sometimes, our bestfriends hv their own 'another' bestfriends.. which always managed to gv me a wierd feeling. altho i'm also like that. i mean, i hv few close friends during my high school. n another close friends during my matrix, n of course diff ones in uni. n my bestfriends during school will find another friends in matrix n uni.. n almost all of them, i didnt know (except mayb few). n as i also hv many 'guy' friends b4, it's unapproriate to be close with any guy as i'm married, n some of them are also married.

i realized that sooner or later, everyone will hv their own lives. lives that hardly include me. n somehow, that thought managed to make me feel 'lonely'. n as i managed to 'mencampakkan' diri to kelantan, i hardly able to meet most of my friends. altho i do hv friends (which i declare 'close') there, but they also hv their own friends. i dont know whether to believe 'absence makes heart grows fonder' or 'estrange by distance'. maybe if a short while, i'll be the 1st.. n aft sometimes, it'll become the later. usually, i make friends easily, but maybe its true that 'easy comes, easy go'.

nway.. i dont actually know which is my main point. huhu.. it keeps raining, and i'll be alone in this big house for few more days (n it do makes me feel lonely *sigh..). wish i can go out, but my car is not here.

my bestfriend masa f3 is getting married. congratulations dear! selalu anggap die bdk kecik (walaupun sama umur).. so its hard to register that she's getting married. nway, i wish her happiness.

ps: ini adalah contoh karangan yg bakal mendapat markah yg sikit kerana point tidak disusun dgn betul n gaya bahasa yg mengelirukan pembaca.

ntah la

Assalamualaikum..

dah lama x update blog. sometimes duk ngadap, tp kekeringan idea.. sometimes ade mende nk tulis, tp xde masa nak ngadap.. been bz with study (kdg2 xde la bz sgt, tp sbb mood nk wat keje tu dtg lambat sket, so bila tiba2 ada byk mende nk kene wat, mula laa kelam-kabut).. n last few weeks was that 'kelam-kabut' stage. suddenly byk keje nk kene buat, n sedar x sedar, masuk minggu ke 3 x balik umah masa weekend. sedih je. so marathon wat keje dgn jayanya, n drive fr KB to kemaman on thursday evening. siap amik sunday off lagi.. huhu.. (but end up being alone kat umah on sunday sbb semua org pun ade projek lain.. sob sob..)

* moral of the story, semua mende yg nk buat kene ada perancangan, jgn aci main redah je - nnti akan mengganggu kesihatan emosi n jasmani..

ps: saya kurang sihat skrg, jd saya nyer emosi agak x stabil.. blood pressure pun selalu low.. n nk gi derma darah last time (sbb stok O+ kt husm kekeringan), tp haemoglobin sy low.. pastu sy tau utk menaikkan Hb sy, sy kene makan daging ke, kerang ke, bayam ke.. tp semua tu sy xleh makan.. haih.. ada nikmat yg Allah tarik utk uji hambaNya.. owh, btw, PEMBINA kelantan akan menganjurkan tabung derma darah this coming sat (21st Nov), 9am, @ unit tranfusi (tabung darah), husm.. sila2 la menderma..

ps lagi: zauj sy akan pindak ke klang ^^ (yay!!) walaupun jauh gk fr KB, tp at least x terasa jauh mcm KB-JB. cepat laa habis master sy nih.. penat nk kene ulang-alik.. nnti dh habis phd sy nk jd surirumah.. hohoho (semoga xde org2 yg incharge ngan biasiswa sy baca entry nih)..

dah laa.. entry ini sgt merepek.. n x membawa kepada amal.. *dush..